Well.
As you can see i have failed to uphold my own...ideals...
if I was who I really wanted to be I would have at least tried to improve this gallery of my art.
I have been continuing with my photography and sketching...tho the last month or so I stopped sketching...
tho I intend to keep sketching.

I am not taking nearly enough photos as I would like to.
though I take my camera almost everywhere with me.
it does tend to get left at home quite a lot.
which is rather unfortunate really.

Delinquent.

one day this will seem as retarded as all my old work im sure.
haha I probably should stick at it and I know I will improve.
but I get stuck doing other things that are "important " in life.

I want to run away to the hills and become a recluse and evade this modern world.
ill take photos all day and draw all night and sleep whenever i please.
id capture every beautiful moment in all its fullness.
and recall all the dark times and let them soak in to every drawing I create.

A journal full of thought and meaning.
something i am yet to create.

Quite ill-prepared do I feel to achieve such a task...
But in reality.
That's what is already happening

It will all pull together to create one art piece.
Formed over the years.
Developed and drawn,
Sketched and captured.

When I get there I'll let you know.
Anyone who wants to join me on my adventure to find this perfect place is more than welcome to join me.

I am my fathers son.